Welcome back to online world!

I updated my pending report due to the no connection of my dsl a few days ago and the CSR(customer support representative) that I'm talking to transfered me to a TSR(technical support representative) for a better fix but during the transferring my call busy tone will up. I tried to call again and the same thing happened. I called again and the CSR said that I have been queued because there were no available slots for TSR and there is a time limit and will automatically hang up in the queue. That time, I am really pissed of what happened and the reason of the CSR so I said to him with a loud voice "So connect me to the TSR with 100% assurance!" she replied "Sorry for the inconvenience but I will connect you with no 100% assurance." (abah pilosopo tong !@$^& babaeng to ah!). It really makes me mad so I shouted her "kaya nga gumawa ka ng paraan! anu pang silbi mo?!" and she replied "Sorry for the inconvenience but that's all I can do". I'm really mad that time so heto na mga sumunod na line:

"So where's your head there in your call center? I want to talk to him!"

"What head?"

"Your head! your supervisor! Or whatever you call it, wala bang namumuno sa inyo? kaya ba ganyan kau?"

"I'm sorry sir, supervisor po, but she is busy hindi ko po kayo maicconnect sa kanya."

"Then call her and say that I want to talk to her! Wala ka kasing magawa eh diba? So siya nalang ang kakausapin ko kasi wala kang kayang gawin!"

"Ok sir kkunin ko nlang po ang contact details nyo at siya nalang po ang tatawag sa inyo."

"Ok here's my contact number, then say to her to call me ASAP ok?"

After a short while, the supervisor called me and told me that she already contact the technical support team and technical team that will go to my area. And our internet connection has been restored earlier and I saw some technicians in the Digitel(my ISP) server box nearby.

So welcome back! I really miss being online! Nabubuhay n ko na kahit d kumakain ahahaha! Andrama ko pa sa last blog ko eh maayos narin pla ung dsl after awhile ahahah! Thank you sa pagiging mataray ko lolz

Dilemma? nah!

Chapter I - Dilemma?

Since typhoon Ondoy havocked almost the whole of Metro Manila, I got stuck inside our house 'till last friday. I felt very isolated especially the day when Ondoy strikes(luckily we haven't been flooded). There were no electricity , phone line, internet access and cellphone signal. The only thing left was a drinking water.

The darkness of night easily disseminates and I felt that I was in the middle of dark forest made of concrete walls. I want to sleep that so after I woke up, everything has been restored but sadly I can't co'z I already got a lot of sleep during that day and I have no choice but to watch the lizard crawling at the ceiling and fall. It's almost 16hours before the power has been restored and the dilemma of isolation disappeared but the feeling of being rehabilitated is entering. All I can say is OMG it so old school! Waking up>eat>watching tv>reading anything just to kill boredom and then sleep again. It had been a routine for a couple of days. I'm lazy enough to chat thru my phone because the signal is very weak(during the time it has been restored) so I only text the people that I want to text you that time. It lasted 'till Friday because my tito asked me to help him out in his wrecked house. So finally, Saturday is the day I came out of our house. With more pimples and larger eyebags because of emotional stress and uneven sleep. I step out with more weight(I think?) and REHABILITATED. The new Jesse has risen!

Chapter II - New Friend

Five minute lang ang English ko kaya balik Filipino na haha! *nosebleed*

Hindi ko na nakayanan ang pagtulong sa pagkumpuni ng bahay ng tito ko at dumeretso na ko sa house ng friend ko. Actually he's one of my textmates that we decided to meet up in person pero hindi lang natutuloy. So ito narin ang day na magkkita na nga kami. I was inside of the taxi feeling ko naliligaw na ko nung nasa street na ng bahay nila ako. Late narin ako nakarating sa kanila and naguumpisa na ang kanilang inuman session. At first, nahihiya pa ko kasi first time ko siya nameet at dun pa sa bahay nila pero dahil sa kadaldalan ng Tita nya at epekto ng alak, nawala narin ang hiya ko. I found him nice naman and natutuwa ako sa kanya ewan ko kung bakit ahaha! I hope we will be good friends soon.

Chapter III - Missing the Cyberspace

I asked my friend to bring her laptop here in Megamall and use WiFi in coffee shops just to visit cyberspace, the one that I really miss. We still don't have an internet access kasi. Kaya after I opened her laptop, talagang binuksan ko na ang lahat ng mabubuksan kong website na paborito ko just to be updated. I really miss my online community, FB apps, online buddies, playing online games and reading manga especially YAOI haha! YAOI rulez!~ Sadly I can't do all of that because of limited time haiz...But it's ok, at least I've been updated on all what's happening in online community.

Final Words

Ok samantalahin na dahil matatagalan ulit. Sana bumalik na internet sa bahay. Nagkachapters na tuloy ang blog ko sa sobrang pagsamantala ko haha! But everything is slowly getting back to normal including my stressfull responsibilities in school. So I'm slowly getting stressed and pressured again. Till then, xiao~

Days

It made me cry while I'm listening to this song, thinking of the person that I love. The meaning of the lyrics makes me to cry a liter of tears.

Each one of the words

you nonchalantly speak

to me are all

a very precious treasure

But even I find that

embarrassing

so surely if you knew this

you would laugh

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you

or at least to listen to your voice

So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there

my heart becomes so warm

And my wish

is only one

Is it ok if I keep

loving you this way?

You have someone special already

I've known that for a while

because your smile is shining so

It is painful, so painful

and my chest feels crushed but

It is certainly there

Just by thinking about you

my heart finds a reason to live

so it's not like I'm expecting something

just to know if it is ok

if I stay this person you admire?

Wanting to see you, wanting to see you

or at least to listen to your voice

So without having any reason, I call you

Just by you being there

my heart becomes really warm

My wish is only one

please let me keep loving you

Just by thinking about you

my heart finds a reason to live

so it's not like I'm expecting something

just to know if it is ok

if I stay loving you like this?

CRAM!

Why do people loves to cram? I need to pass on my requirements ASAP huwwwaaaaa! Plus the examination days...OMG! My mind has crumpled! huwaaaa - the thing that I can only say....

Time waste

FINALS--a period of of time in a term in school wherein most of the students are cramming to meet their requirements in school; full of projects, hard topics to study and students are always in panic.

Me during finals? At home, sleeping...

I don't know why I'm getting lazy these days. Maybe I got bored in the current faculty of my school or simply I'm not motivated today. Haiz...don't know where to start or what will I do. I just want to sleep. ZzZzz....

HELP!

Today is Friday

REVIEW DAY
QUIZ DAY
GIMMICK DAY

Tomorrow? Midterm Exams...

HELP!!!!

Haiz...bkit pa kasi nagkasabay sabay eh! Kung kelan nkpag oo na ako sa gala tsaka naman inanounce ung sched ng exams na bukas na kagad! haiz! Anue ggawen ko wah! wah! sigaw nlng ako ng wah!

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